I'll Be Your Home

Just realised the last three your posts have been lyric posts.. Arh why not? Since whatever i have to say is already nestled within those pretty words and the imba insane melody. Check out this song, I'll Be Your Home by Rin Oikawa. It's the Devil May Cry anime ending theme (yes they came up with the anime for the game for those people who dont know and are living under a rock ;p)

Don't look back
Don't regret
Time's falling out of these hands
I'll let you leave me

Call when you're back home
Cause I'll wait inside your soul
All the light to bless your way
Don't be afraid
Cause I'll be your home

In this time
In this place
This moment is all we have
And tomorrow we never know

Every precious time
Let it go somewhere away
You will learn, and you'll love
Forgive the past
And you can move on

All the distance
You've come to a place
Then you see that your home is away
Now the sun is rising
Lighting up your sky again brightly

Every precious time
Let it go somewhere away
You will learn, and you'll love
Forgive the past

Call when your back home
Cause I'll wait inside your soul
Wherever you go
Whatever you see
I'll be a good place
And I'll be your home

Check out the previous two songs with lyrics as well. So I Thought by Flyleaf and Lovin' You by Anna Tsuchiya or just get them from me XD

So I Thought

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it...

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between

Lovin' You

In the spring of my life
I fell in love for the first time
Oh baby, though I had faded many times before

God keep angels out of mischief
This is a quirk of fate
He is the one that I'm waiting for so long time

Baby, I'm falling love with you
I want you and I want you to need me so hard
My desire makes me crazy

A little black butterfly
How can I be beautiful?
If I have a sweet voice like you
Do you think he will love me?
I believe in my passion
Passion is dedication
To something you believe...
Can't stop, oh, lovin' you

How do you know if the one you love is true?
Because he said so?
I am just hungry for love or I just don't want to be alone

Too many people that I met
Too many people that I loved
But I am hard up for simple love and simple world

Baby, I'm falling love with you
I want you and I want you to need me so hard
My desire makes me crazy

A little girl, lovin' you
How can she be beautiful?
If she has a pure heart like me
Do you love her just a while?
If you want her to change,
she can change for you, right now
Even though she has gone out of your sight
Can't stop, oh, lovin' you

Lovin' You is an insanely nice song by Anna Tsuchiya inspi' NANA. If youve watched NANA and know what she's like, this song will make you think of Nana, Ren and Reira..

But the four lines that caught my ears the most:
A little black butterfly
How can I be beautiful?
If I have a sweet voice like you
Do you think he will love me?
=) self-explanatory much?

Everything Im Not

Oh no don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you were something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
But I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause you're so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah, all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I have
Hey don't ya get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not

becauseidratherbemyselfandbehatedbythewholeworldthanbesomeoneelsethateveryoneloved
anddontyouthinkbeingsaneissostupidlyoverrated?

Waltz for the Girl Out of Reach

RARRRRRR i almost forgot my blogger account password and username... Lol i think if i lose access to this account ill scream and smash up the com at 1.32 am in the morning. Not a great start to a new day don't you think?

Didnt feel like sleeping after watching D-Gray and MoB so i decided to come online and sweep the dust off the keyboard and grace the blog with a few witty anecdotes (right......) Anyway for anybody who have found wed, thur and fri nights difficult to pass should try devoting an hour to animania on Central at 11pm. D-Gray is fantastic.... KANDA REMINDS ME OF SASUKE hands up those of you who agree! Lol im sure larh i think the only ppl who reads the blog is like me haha... So unlike instant gratification people like sirong who has alr finished the whole series im gonna wait it out and slowly enjoy three episodes every week.

My to watch list is growing longer and longer:
D-Gray, Gintama, Naruto, Champloo, Speed Grapher, Paprika, the last episode of NANA, Tsubasa, Nanoha series 3, Trinity Blood etc... Im definitely one of those delayed gratification types.

Sooooo how do i account for the long absence from the com? In between listening to zhiren liken the jelly ice cream to a floppy penis and hanging out in swensons for bitching sessions with sirong and zhiren, ive been finding time to study and watch tv x) prelims are only a few weeks away and i feel no stress at all.. Good job rache at this rate youll watch everyone go to the university of their choice while you mop the floor with prelim grades. I just feel so detached from the stress and the hustlenbustle of life that im no longer in the mindset to go and study hard. Lost my motivation and my interest after olvls and havent found it since. Id really rather run off and be a design apprentice or something. All this while my parents try to shove me into prestigious universities in Australia.

I wanna marry Dr Spencer Reed and run away from here =) ok yes im very bored and im very very sick of studying. Someone save me please?

*NB: someone stole my blog skin on his new blog arhhhh... COPYCAT MUCH?